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Feels like I've never really done anything for myself or my life. Even my friends care for me more than I really do and it all came through on my birthday. Touched to the point where I came to tears. Life always had me in a picture where I always wore a frown on my face when alone, even as I am now. I've always spoken and dreamt of happiness.. and with the weight of what words carry. Am I afraid of change?